Darkness and Light { Black Order } - Saturn give me advise plz.... thou neds yr help

2009-12-23T10:56:00.000+08:00

The rain doesn’t stop falling.
It holds back my fast pace
And irritates my impatient heart.
The day I started to forget even standing still,
The scenery that was noticed…
Feel it.
The sound of crossing footsteps…
The cold road that silenced the words…
Let’s turn back the time that was washed away, just a little, and await the sunlight.
I had wished for the rain.
Today, I want to be alone.
I want to fill my empty chest until it overflows.
If I’d kept running, unable to see in front of me,
The scenery I didn’t notice…
Look for it.
The bloomed umbrellas on the streets…
The colorful world…
Let’s accept the blessing that the flowers sought and wait for tomorrow’s clear weather.
Why…?
I wonder if crying this much was crying this much was
Trying too hard.
To you
I’ll give you respite.
The tears will erase the sound of the rain for you.
I’m looking.
Within the crossing footsteps, if you could have suddenly looked up to the sky,
Turn back the time that was washed away, just a little,
And smile like the sun.

2009-11-29T10:17:00.000+08:00

Release the dream engraved in your heart!

Leave even the future behind.

I know no limits;

they’re meaningless!

This power scatters out those feelings that are so far from how they used to be.

If I can’t do anything but look back at this road I walked down,

I can break down everything here and now.

On a street that falls into darkness, how far can people fight on?

I can definitely protect anyone from the accelerating pain.

Looking!

The blitz loops this planet to search for a way.

Only my RAILGUN can shoot it right now.

The certain prediction circulated

Through my body at the speed of light.

If there’s something you wish for, grab it and don’t leave it behind!

We can shine with our own style.

I believe in the vow from that day.

Even the tears that shine in these eyes will become my strength.

2009-11-27T20:55:00.001+08:00

2009-11-27T20:52:00.001+08:00

2009-11-27T20:51:00.001+08:00

2009-11-09T14:00:00.001+08:00

Even if we part and meet again,

I want to meet at this place

Then we'll hold hands to ensure we'll never be separated again

We used to talk all night until the sun rose,

And held hands till the sun went under the horizon

Let's walk together like this forever,

like light and shadow

I stand in the city,

staring off into space with lonely eyes

I can't find warmth on my own

By meeting you, I realized

How much strength love could give me

Even if we part and meet again, I want to meet at this place

Then we'll hold hands to ensure we'll never be separated again

I can't sleep by myself, 'cause I can't dream without you

So take me to a place where uncertainty can't reach us

And let us bring light to the night sky with no stars

So long as you're with me, I can go to world's end

Even if it's a path I can't walk on my own

If you're by my side, I can walk it while humming a tune

If we're together, the world is mine.

2009-11-09T13:57:00.000+08:00

5th nov... my bday

what i did...

-> coma :P

2009-10-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

Drifting in the mellows where salvation is seeked

2009-10-07T02:29:00.000+08:00

the lost soul is wandering for word of bless

2009-08-29T00:38:00.000+08:00

Do you believe in
Eternal love?

I sigh into my sweet black tea
I'm sick and tired of falling

As I chase you through
Wonderland

How far must I go
To escape this multicolored darkness?

The melody I follow stirs something in my heart
If destiny is like clockwork, then

If I destroy it I'll be free
Your truth is an incomprehensible Maze
The proof that I'm alive

2009-08-22T10:44:00.000+08:00

To be stuck in a fate which you will always lose
In the depths of lies, there is a true heart
If you regret it, then you will just reap what you just sowed
That's what will definitely be done

If you just go along with the flow
You will be swallowed by the waves instead

A false dream, an empty expectation
But, as long as you believe it, it will come true
Walking on vast lands, flying straight towards it
Continue that dance in the air, just like the wind

If, one day, there are too many assets
And you wonder about the "hardship" of buying
That question is one which shall be blown away
Once her eyes are set on the thing she wants
Tomorrow's wind will definitely blow it away

But doing the common things every day
Will not be enough to make her happy

Somehow, importing it is the only way to survive
The tears in my heart are pouring like the rain
Sprinkling the earth with it to allow the flowers to bloom
The sun will definitely shine on them

Even if I catch a small part of it
It will overflow

A false dream, an empty expectation
The image will always be first
Let us gamble our fate on the vast lands
Just like the hurricane that which shall pierce through the lands

2009-08-19T01:59:00.002+08:00

If my dream hurt your heart,someday
I will receive that feeling

While trembling in important ones, you run and slip turning
It passed everyday life meaninglessly in the pain which you shoulder
It is surpassed with while you chase continuing

The wind which comes to an end to the way
You searched it should have touched your somewhere,
We would like to protect, as for just you strong
Going away from the wheel track of desire

You insert in the hand once upon a time entirely
That you my Proof
It deposits also the tear entirely
Pushing down the body which becomes tired, you hear

Song of calmness shallow sleep distantly “Collar…” voice
Before becoming aware that we wanted the love which it does not spare
It keeps exceeding the meaning of the pain which you shoulder it is

The field where all desires are cut off
Conflagrate the wind of the fire
Nothing has and I would like to meet to you
Without the good quality which is in side the origin

Disagreeing, it forms pus, therefore we want, very the encounter
Closing hard, it overflows, flows, whirls
As for your shadow Proof

Because you cannot break, it is painful,
As for me being lonely jokes directly
There is no intention the stone of the mud of gathering and polishing
Once upon a time, until to know entirely

It cannot have the wind anymore
I want you to be here…
Because the truth…

We would like to pile up, the sweetly long rain
Even the wheel track of desire does not care
Holding you, in the heart which can discover the eternal bond

My own proof end I with you
That's why we are here
I love you

2009-08-04T00:15:00.001+08:00

Within the deep,deep forest there is a faint fragrance, it’s lovely

If I search through the everyday faces, surprisingly,

I find that yours is smiling

I want to touch it, but even if

I reach out my hand to you, fleetingly, you soared towards the sky

I’ve always wanted to see you,always wanted to see you…

That’s how I feel

When I pass through sleepness nights

I’m enveloped within the light and shadow you left behind, and I start crying

The setting evening sun burns a useless me

While barefoot, I tread on the wreckages of love and stain them red

When I try to touch you and I hold out my hand, your voice said“I love you.”

Even now after so long, the song which I failed to convey to you is carried off by the wind

And it disappeared far away

Even if I fly as high as the hour glass sky, there is nothing.

The sound of that day is echoing

The sceneries which cannot be touched twice are

Rustling and flowing “Inerasable.”

The air is rising too much and the memories are over-piling.

Even those hands, even that hair

The abundant light and shadow you left behind were too large.

Within the deep,deep forest...

2009-07-10T19:26:00.001+08:00

We
Saw the power to change the future
In our dream

In the midst of the noise,
I heard your cry
It exposed my weakness as
I was laughing

The road that you go on is only known to you
So chase after a different sky
We desire the courage to face toward the future
So we get lost in the past

Until I return to the true present
Where you laugh
Thinking that I want to learn about you, for the first time
I was daunted by the distance between our hearts that can’t come together
We understood that we couldn’t understand each other,
so with just that

We’re starting
I want to embrace your tears, pains, and everything
But I feel that the more I run,
the farther I become from you and I get worried

Where should I go…?
In the midst of the noise, I hear your singing
Now I can see my form that I’d lost
Please give me the power to change
The future that I would’ve gone through by myself

You laugh, and with just thatI can fly high
We desire the courage to connect hearts
So we get lost in love
Until I return to my true self

That laughs with you

2009-07-04T12:02:00.000+08:00

I heard your voice go hoarse as you screamed
Unravel the darkness that resides in your memories

Whenever you took the last resort, somebody wound up getting hurt
True, you may have lost sight of what's true and what isn't

But in order to regain your shine
You must cross over thousands of years worth of time

While embracing the red fragments that shall never return
You continue on your wanderings

Until the day I can see you again
Until I can see those eyes again

My chest will be overflowing with
The blue fragments you've been searching for

Hold your memories close
As you embark on a never-ending journey

Loneness

2009-06-27T11:45:00.000+08:00

The gentle scent of snow flows in the distant scenery of nostalgia.

In search of a path to walk on,

I spin the thread of broken memories .

Within the maddened destiny,

Even the determinded eyes may be blinded.

The faint sparkle of light that can't be seen from afar, is like a wish that has been lost sight of.

Right here lays the soul which has broken out of the abyss of darkness.

The hymm plays along while the warms tears overflow as I go on living to the fullest.

Looking up upon the sky, I found the path towards tomorrow in my redden eyes.

And so I step out and walk on it.

2009-05-12T17:48:00.001+08:00

Passion makes the world go round. Love just makes it a safer place.

2009-05-11T21:22:00.001+08:00

Sometimes when you look back on a situation, you realize it wasn't all you thought it was. A beautiful girl walked into your life. You fell in love. Or did you? Maybe it was only a childish infatuation, or maybe just a brief moment of vanity.

2009-05-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

bloody hell... engineer drawing can make me go and punch a wall... argh...

2009-04-30T13:21:00.000+08:00

2nd week....... feels like moving closer to the door of blight...

2009-04-25T00:58:00.001+08:00

sp.... no difference from jc.... everyday lectures, tutorials, practicals.... sigh~ never ending assignments...

2009-04-11T19:55:00.000+08:00

Sch starting soon.... need to warm up my bones... getting cold...

2009-03-27T21:09:00.002+08:00

Yesterday...

Morning went to rob expo with mao and jian feng.... bought nothing.... feel like sleeping....
Saw Gibson there selling Pots and Pans....

Noon... follow mao go renew pass.... in the end, ned to make new passport cause the service counter ladies said so... stay there like 20 mins then go beach road eat lunch.......
when to the food court there to have lunch... lots of stall.... food quite cheap too... not bad.
after lunch, supposing went to cc to use their toilet... in the end we went there read newspaper..=.=

take Mrt back to woodlands..... walk around.... then follow feng as he dine at gelare and mao went to find his gf.... then saw janice and wanting at sportslink... after that.... no recall of what i have done.....

Memory getting bad.... *sigh*

2009-03-18T02:31:00.000+08:00

the 3 words game...... fun, creative, hilarious and stupid.....

2009-02-26T11:04:00.001+08:00

changed the songs

2009-02-20T10:55:00.002+08:00

DAMM BLOODY HELL.... WORK LIAO.... THEN I GO SLEEP..... WOKE UP AND KENA A SCOLDING..... REASON: NOT PLAYING PIANO...... BEFORE... I REMINDED MYSELF TO PLAY PIANO..... JUST 2 MINS.... ALSO CANNOT...... BLOODY HELL..... "POKE THE CARNIVOURS SHEEP AND I WILL EAT AND RIP YOU APART" ..... ARGH.....

2009-02-19T22:54:00.003+08:00

well, well, well...... a good few months since i blog..... i decided to blog since i am free for a few hours..... lets see..... this few months..... working in hilton singapore... sembawang country club near yishun where the sembawang air base is located....

Things i can remember....... received 6 good feedback form before the dinner start with is extremely rare........ some jokes i heard from the guest..... the story goes..... he went to taiwan for air military exchanged programme. At night, he went to the night market and this is what he heard... supposely the messages was " deep fried chicken, more chili"... However, the customer told the stall owner in hokkien...." Cao Chi Bai, Lan Jiao Jui Jui"... dotz -_-"

so far this is the only jokes i can remember.....

working OT for a computer company.... (part-time also) go there slack nia..... low pay... so nv mind.... haha......

Currently playing this online game called unification wars.....

I am also studying for Class C driving lisence for malaysia....... Both car and motorcycle...... Car Practical.... and Theory.... (pending) Motorcycle 500 cc..... Practical and Theory....... (unvalid)
donno what to write liao......

so farewell......

2008-12-10T09:39:00.003+08:00

Humm...... so long nv blog.... wahaha..... Mia during Nov times.....

Found a Part time Waiter hotel job. Don't feel like working in Office although i got the skills. Can be damm sian. Sure can work till doze off.... Paywise standard salary not like office pay. Mon-Fri $5.5/hr. Sat,Sun, Eve, Public $6/hr then...

i have no idea how i spend my time...... anyway can see dec is ending soon.... wahahaha........... Feel like changing blogskin and music but feeling very lethargic.... i have no idea why this kind of feeling..... something must have gone wrong...

my body seems like it is degrading rapidly.... eat mac then can have fever... very pro.... haha.. i am kamisama... wahahaha. I seems to have random days of high fever.....

" The Ark, The Room, The Piano, The Score, The Music, The Song, The Rhythm, The Wave, The Voice, The Note, The Light"

longing

2008-10-12T17:10:00.003+08:00

The fountains mingle with the river
And the rivers with the ocean,
The winds of heaven mix for ever
With a sweet emotion;
Nothing in the world is single,
All things by a law divine
In one another's being mingle—
Why not I with thine?

See the mountains kiss high heaven,
And the waves clasp one another;
No sister-flower would be forgiven
If it disdain'd its brother;
And the sunlight clasps the earth,
And the moonbeams kiss the sea—
What are all these kissings worth,
If thou kiss not me?

the feeling of lost

2008-10-12T17:04:00.001+08:00

With all my will, but much against my heart,
We two now part.
My Very Dear,
Our solace is, the sad road lies so clear.
It needs no art,
With faint, averted feet
And many a tear,
In our opposèd paths to persevere.
Go thou to East,
I West.
We will not say
There 's any hope, it is so far away.
But, O, my Best,
When the one darling of our widowhead,
The nursling Grief,
Is dead,
And no dews blur our eyes
To see the peach-bloom come in evening skies,
Perchance we may,
Where now this night is day,
And even through faith of still averted feet,
Making full circle of our banishment,
Amazèd meet;
The bitter journey to the bourne so sweet
Seasoning the termless feast of our content
With tears of recognition never dry.

A Divine Rapture

2008-10-12T16:52:00.002+08:00

E'en like two little bank-dividing brooks

That wash the pebbles with their wanton streams,

And having ranged and search'd a thousand nooks,

Meet both at length in silver-breasted Thames,

Where in a greater current they conjoin:

So I my Best-beloved's am;

so He is mine.

E'en so we met;

and after long pursuit,

E'en so we joined;

we both became entire;

No need for either to renew a suit,

For I was flax, and

He was flames of fire:

Our firm-united souls did more than twine;

So I my Best-beloved's am;

so He is mine.

If all those glittering Monarchs, that command

The servile quarters of this earthly ball,

Should tender in exchange their shares of land,

I would not change my fortunes for them all:

Their wealth is but a counter to my coin:

The world 's but theirs; but my

Beloved's mine.

2008-10-09T20:26:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to the following !
7/10 - Jian Feng
9/10 - Gerald
10/10 - Agatha

2008-09-16T20:27:00.001+08:00

errr don't feel like studying so i decided to change the songs.... also got bored of my previous batch of songs. =_=

2008-09-10T20:10:00.001+08:00

Current Aim :
1. Score extreme well in "O"s
2. Get Scholarship

2008-08-22T21:10:00.004+08:00

Life
A loud cry - a new life born
Another cry - a life's gone
Life's a strange thing
It's easy come,yet, it's easy to go.
God bring life to the world
A wonderful, colourful world
In a cry, like a boom
A life is born
Welcome, life!
Life is like a game
You need to learn i
tYou need to practice it
You can always win it
Yet, you can also lose it.
Life is like a rollacoaster
You feel that time files when you are happy
But sometimes you feel that it is slow as a snail
You can feel high at the moment
Yet, you can be low at times.
Life is like emotions
There is pleasure
There is pain
There is happiness
There is sadness
Life is like colours
There is red - to stop
There is green - to go
Yet there is no black or white
There is only an endless sea of grey
Life is like war
No one wins it - they survive it
There are hard times
But there will be only a clear sky,after a dark storm.
Hundreds of moon passes
There is nothing as an endless party
Everything will parts in the end
It's the process that matters
Life, is not an exception, either.
Death, is nothing for a planned mind
But a new journey, full of new excitements
It's also a new chance
A chance to repair, to start overwhat we cant change.
Life, however, is a sacred thing
Living is both enjoy and suffer
But one shall not choose to end it, to prolong itwith extraordinary means
Life is unpredictable, so is death
One can decide their own fate
But one cannot decide its destiny
Those who decide their endsare either cowards or foolish.
A loud cry - a new life born
Another cry - a life's gone
Life's a strange thing
It's easy come,yet, it's easy to go.

(adapted from david)

2008-08-19T22:06:00.003+08:00

Haix... i did not score well for my prelims..... haix..... worse then mock exam though in terms of overall..... haix.... Things are't going so smoothly for me right now.... I hope that the pressure that was applied to me will allow me to bounce back..... my aim L1R5= 10-11 points L1R4 = 9-10 pts. I really wish i can get that points.... My feelings for now is like the poem says " There are no dreams, no honor remains. The arrow has left the bow of the goddess. My soul, corrupted by vengeance. In my own salvation and your eternal slumber. Legend shall speak of sacrifice at world’s end. The wind sails over the water’s surface. Quietly, but surely. Even if the morrow is barren of promises. Nothing shall forestall my return. To become the dew that quenches the land. "

2008-08-12T00:17:00.001+08:00

2day is the day for me to collect my o lvl chinese result... Hope i get A.... No wait not hope. Is MUST!!! WA HAHA

2008-08-06T22:08:00.002+08:00

Finally, Prelim is going to end.... WeePee...... Wait. now it is not the time to celebrate. Still got O lvls...... i wonder.... with my current status can i get distin? Well looks like i have to work hard for it. Slack a little now. Not for long before i restart my engine... wa haha..... Seriously, i wonder what will happen if someone disappear before your eyes. What will u do? My vision that i had. " The Ark... The Music... The Song... The Piano... The Player... The Desire.... The Strength... The Light" Humm, i gonna figure my vision out.

2008-07-27T18:44:00.001+08:00

Here are the conflicts that i know of......
~Among countries
~Among friends
~Among ourselves
~Desire
~Hope
~Thoughts

2008-07-23T21:48:00.003+08:00

Racial Harmony !!!!

This is the last year of racial harmony in Rs. Hope this is the best racial harmony.

2008-07-17T22:17:00.000+08:00

soooo長い以来私は私のblogに投稿します。これは私の最初の投稿することが日本時間です。ワシントンハハ。私の日本語の言語のテストです。すべての後は悪くないです。ワシントンハハ。この数日中に私が行くを追加数学を勉強するのライブラリは、通常の数学と科学です。私は行くの歴史と社会科を勉強する予定です。すべてのご支援をお願いします。ありがとうございました。 lolz 〜

2008-07-12T22:31:00.003+08:00

today's CIP........ Werid and not as fun as previous years. Ms Chen's face is a little black today. Damm tiring. My arm turn stiff, backbone also. haix. pain pain. haix. my illness has returned, afraid that incident will occur again..... that is the darkest day of my life. Hope i can see a path of light.

After CIP, went to library to study.... i stoned quite a while cuz, half of my brain is dead. then from studying turned into playing and joking. haix.... wasted 2 hrs. then we move on from there. teach ming yang amaths and joked around. Help Pei Qi with her maths. haix.... tiring.

2008-07-08T21:58:00.002+08:00

Almost a week never post le. Today quite happy to receive my shirt..... However, due to the shirt, i have upgraded the Resident Commttiee Zone 6. Almost promotted to Woodlands Resident Commttiee Zone 6. Nothing happen much today........ haix my ss. ned 1 more mark to pass.. i am glad tat i have improved in my source base skills. but my essay now CMI. haix. like in loveless {My friend, the fates are cruel. There are no dreams, no honor remains. The arrow has left the bow of the goddess } now have to stop dreamming...

2008-07-02T17:20:00.002+08:00

2day is my class's O lvl mt oral's turn. i saw some of them wan to cry, cuz they say the exam is really hard. they almost have no idea how to answer the examiner. haix. i wonder..... tml is my turn. haix.... hope i can score well in O lvl mt oral. i will aim for A no matter what happen... Wish me luck..

2008-06-29T22:36:00.002+08:00

The lost of my dearest relative. I did not even have a chance to say good bye. The pain...... The Regret...... Mourning for her death for 2 weeks. Going emo from now on..... looks like i have to hide my emo when i am in front of pple....... haix... the second blow. The next blow to me, i wonder i can survive that or not......

2008-06-26T21:32:00.002+08:00

Humm.... today got physic mock and chem prac. haix.. not a lot of confidence in them..... hope i can score well.... chem prac.... nv practice for sooo long. i tink i may flung tat test. for physic....... i tink i may not score soo well either. haix... i am hopeless.... tml A maths mock..... my aim for A maths and E maths is A* or at least A1 cuz i wanna win her in the competiton in A maths. Wa haha.... I ned to be focus....... How i hope i have this kind of power tat can alllow me to concentrate 100%. even if i would cough blood, i also don't mind. as long as i can concentrate and ace in "O" lvl is enough. I really hope i can get L1R5=7 points. Then i have no worries that i could not enter a collage in Japan.... I wan to live in Tokyo, or Osaka. then move on from there..... haix.......... I cannot hope now. Now i can, i must and i will get at least L1R5= 10 points. No More Try Le for this "O". I am really serious abt this.

2008-06-21T21:23:00.002+08:00

WA HAHA.... 4 days nv post le. cuz very sian don't feel like posting... 2day have conflict wif my father. damm sian..... donno wat he talking also....... don't make sense to me either. haix............ Tml, going back to malaysia to see my grand aunt. hope she can recover............. 80+ le. i wonder i can live tat long... or i may die immediately... WA HAHA. LOLZ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

today

2008-06-17T15:35:00.004+08:00

Nothing much to post today...................................................................

bored------------------------------------------------------------

did not go to lib wif gerald cuz we ned to rest longer=====

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today's event.

2008-06-16T20:02:00.003+08:00

Well i went to lib. at 9.50. i was 20 min. late. i saw kiasu people again. just as the library door open, people just went in and CIONG AH.............. well we could not get a table, thus share tables wif other people. Janson, Joon Liang and Pei Qi join us. we studied till 5 pm. Ming Yang, Gerald and me ciong A Maths. Janson and Joon Liang studied sciences. Pei qi maths and science. i also got study a little physics . B4 5pm, Gibson came to lib. not to study but to invite us to play pool or Lan. we chose pool. So sad Pei Qi could not join us, as she did not reach the age of 16 yet. so only Gibson, Janson, Gerald,Ming Yang and me played Pool. Ming Yang was a joker at there. He clowned all the way. The whole game is a little R rated still it was fun at there. i did not regret playing pool wif them. thats all for today. tml i may go to lib again wif gerald. we will study chem.

2day event

2008-06-16T02:30:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to post today..... today learn a lesson... i realise that when asking a question can become be remark that will piss people off... haix learned.... Tml going lib when ming yang and gerald again. this time got more pple.... Who i wonder.......... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Depressed heart today......... Sigh...........................

Yunnan videos

2008-06-14T14:25:00.003+08:00

There are the Yunnan video trip, after being begged and worshipped by the god. I am sry tat i can only upload only 1 video. the file too big to be uploaded.

B4 PLAYING THE VID. PLZ DISABLE THE MUSIC FROM ANY BLOG INCULDING MY BLOG.

today's event..

2008-06-13T15:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, i agreed to join the study group. i will go to libaray to study with Ming Yang and Gerald. we have arranged to meet at 9.45am at the lib door. thus i at 9am went to shop and save to buy a loaf of bread. To my horror, i experienced what foreigners said abt sporeans. Kiasu.... Just because shop and save have a promotion on double sticker thingy, everyone bought things like crazy. they bought groceries like " THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALE " i had to queue for 45 MINS, just to purchase a loaf of bread. WHAT THE F*/H*. SO suay. Rain some more.... haix... drenched of course. Went home to bath b4 going out to meet them. On the way to bus stop, my slipper stuck in the middle of the road. EVEN worse.... sian..... When i reached lib, i was 3/4 wet.... A phrase in chinese call "WET CHICKEN IN THE SOAP" . haix suay la 2day..... Ming Yang and I studied Amaths while Gerald study physic... actually Ming yang and i not only study Amaths only, phy also. cuz we answered Gerald's doubts. by doing so, we also studied phy a little... END OF THE DAY>>> SUAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-12T11:42:00.000+08:00

homework,homework......
haix. unable to finish them.. so many to do...
i so far manage to ciong finish chem homework nia...
maths.... so many to do. i ned help in my homework. serious... haix...
-_-". Pain... so pain..

2day event.

2008-06-10T17:52:00.000+08:00

Well today nothing much happen. early half of the day i was playing warcraft and runescape. my main computer's internet was down so i could not do anything much, thus i play warcraft 3 singer player. i replayed human campaign all over again with the diffculty hard. then when i played runescape, i earned 40k in 2 hrs by mining. i donated 40k to pple. 30k for dinish's armour and 10k for his food. its ok for me to give pple money. haix. runescape.... the feel so hard to describe it... when playing for the 1st 2hrs, is was fun. but after tat i felt tired and bored. runescape is such a werid game. the current system... no words to comment on it, thus i stop at 3 pm and let my sis play my laptop.then at 5.30, i suddenly have the feel of playing rs again. i decided to post comments 1st before playing rs... then Ming Yang trying to act as a "god". he wanted to be the top 5 in sec 5/1. with his vision of becoming top 5, i decided to try to become top 5 in also. i hope we can become one of the top 5s together. he ask me teach him a maths. i accepted his invitation. then his mind go crazy and say a date... -_-" lame rite.. i refused him and of course say he siao..
i also reply tat i would rather date a girl then him. then he ask me to date the school aunty mary.... i think he is rather desperate to date aunty mary, otherwise would he suggest me to date her? i will 100% vomit blood, this Ming yang could say vomit is good...... when i saw his reply i wanna cry and laugh at the same time....
THE ONLY TAT COULD COME TO MY MIND IS... MING YANG IS DEPERATE AND HORNY. otherwise he would not suggest tat idea to me...... i feel sooo sry for him... haix...

videos....

2008-06-08T00:40:00.001+08:00

here are the funny videos

My Favourite Poem (Loveless)

2008-06-05T23:35:00.001+08:00

-When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end.
The goddess descends from the sky.
-Wings of light and dark spread afar.
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting.
-Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess.
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
-Ripples form on the water’s surface.
The wandering soul knows no rest.
-The gift of the goddess is what the three men seek.
But their fates are scattered by war
-One becomes a hero, one wanders the land.
And the last is taken prisoner
-But the three are still bound by a solemn oath.
To seek the answer together, once again
-There is no hate, only joy.
For you are beloved by the goddess.
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds
-Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul.
Pride is lostWings stripped away, the end is high
-Though the prisoner escapes, he is gravely wounded.
His life is saved, however.
By a woman of the opposing nation
-He begins a life of seclusion with her.
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss
-But as happiness grows, so does guilt.
Of not fulfilling the oath to his friends
-My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
-All that awaits you is a somber morrow.
No matter where the winds may blow
-My friend, your desire.
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
-As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction.
The prisoner departs with his newfound love.
And embarks on a new journey
-He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss.
And the oath that he swore to his friends
-Though no oath is shared between the lovers.
In their hearts they know they will meet again
-My friend, the fates are cruel.
There are no dreams, no honor remains.
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
-My soul, corrupted by vengeance.
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
-In my own salvation.
And your eternal slumber
-Legend shall speak.
Of sacrifice at world’s end
-The wind sails over the water’s surface.
Quietly, but surely
-Even if the morrow is barren of promises.
Nothing shall forestall my return
-To become the dew that quenches the land.
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
-I offer thee this silent sacrifice

Testing for 1st posting.

2008-06-05T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hehe 1st time making blog still not very familar with the blog yet.... blog soo diff from normal website code.. so werid sia..