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Loveless
When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end.
The goddess descends from the sky.
Wings of light and dark spread afar.
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting.
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess.
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water’s surface.
The wandering soul knows no rest.
The gift of the goddess is what the three men seek.
But their fates are scattered by war
One becomes a hero, one wanders the land.
And the last is taken prisoner
But the three are still bound by a solemn oath.
To seek the answer together, once again
There is no hate, only joy.
For you are beloved by the goddess.
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds
Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul.
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is high
Though the prisoner escapes, he is gravely wounded.
His life is saved, however.
By a woman of the opposing nation
He begins a life of seclusion with her.
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss
But as happiness grows, so does guilt.
Of not fulfilling the oath to his friends
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow.
No matter where the winds may blow
My friend, your desire.
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction.
The prisoner departs with his newfound love.
And embarks on a new journey
He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss.
And the oath that he swore to his friends
Though no oath is shared between the lovers.
In their hearts they know they will meet again
My friend, the fates are cruel.
There are no dreams, no honor remains.
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My soul, corrupted by vengeance.
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation.
And your eternal slumber
Legend shall speak.
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface.
Quietly, but surely
Even if the morrow is barren of promises.
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land.
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice
Sunday, June 29, 2008
10:36 PM

The lost of my dearest relative. I did not even have a chance to say good bye. The pain...... The Regret...... Mourning for her death for 2 weeks. Going emo from now on..... looks like i have to hide my emo when i am in front of pple....... haix... the second blow. The next blow to me, i wonder i can survive that or not......


Thursday, June 26, 2008
9:32 PM

Humm.... today got physic mock and chem prac. haix.. not a lot of confidence in them..... hope i can score well.... chem prac.... nv practice for sooo long. i tink i may flung tat test. for physic....... i tink i may not score soo well either. haix... i am hopeless.... tml A maths mock..... my aim for A maths and E maths is A* or at least A1 cuz i wanna win her in the competiton in A maths. Wa haha.... I ned to be focus....... How i hope i have this kind of power tat can alllow me to concentrate 100%. even if i would cough blood, i also don't mind. as long as i can concentrate and ace in "O" lvl is enough. I really hope i can get L1R5=7 points. Then i have no worries that i could not enter a collage in Japan.... I wan to live in Tokyo, or Osaka. then move on from there..... haix.......... I cannot hope now. Now i can, i must and i will get at least L1R5= 10 points. No More Try Le for this "O". I am really serious abt this.


Saturday, June 21, 2008
9:23 PM

WA HAHA.... 4 days nv post le. cuz very sian don't feel like posting... 2day have conflict wif my father. damm sian..... donno wat he talking also....... don't make sense to me either. haix............ Tml, going back to malaysia to see my grand aunt. hope she can recover............. 80+ le. i wonder i can live tat long... or i may die immediately... WA HAHA. LOLZ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Tuesday, June 17, 2008
today
3:35 PM

Nothing much to post today...................................................................
bored------------------------------------------------------------
did not go to lib wif gerald cuz we ned to rest longer=====
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Monday, June 16, 2008
today's event.
8:02 PM

Well i went to lib. at 9.50. i was 20 min. late. i saw kiasu people again. just as the library door open, people just went in and CIONG AH.............. well we could not get a table, thus share tables wif other people. Janson, Joon Liang and Pei Qi join us. we studied till 5 pm. Ming Yang, Gerald and me ciong A Maths. Janson and Joon Liang studied sciences. Pei qi maths and science. i also got study a little physics . B4 5pm, Gibson came to lib. not to study but to invite us to play pool or Lan. we chose pool. So sad Pei Qi could not join us, as she did not reach the age of 16 yet. so only Gibson, Janson, Gerald,Ming Yang and me played Pool. Ming Yang was a joker at there. He clowned all the way. The whole game is a little R rated still it was fun at there. i did not regret playing pool wif them. thats all for today. tml i may go to lib again wif gerald. we will study chem.


2day event
2:30 AM

Nothing much to post today..... today learn a lesson... i realise that when asking a question can become be remark that will piss people off... haix learned.... Tml going lib when ming yang and gerald again. this time got more pple.... Who i wonder.......... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Depressed heart today......... Sigh...........................


Saturday, June 14, 2008
Yunnan videos
2:25 PM

There are the Yunnan video trip, after being begged and worshipped by the god. I am sry tat i can only upload only 1 video. the file too big to be uploaded.

B4 PLAYING THE VID. PLZ DISABLE THE MUSIC FROM ANY BLOG INCULDING MY BLOG.









Friday, June 13, 2008
today's event..
3:32 PM

Yesterday, i agreed to join the study group. i will go to libaray to study with Ming Yang and Gerald. we have arranged to meet at 9.45am at the lib door. thus i at 9am went to shop and save to buy a loaf of bread. To my horror, i experienced what foreigners said abt sporeans. Kiasu.... Just because shop and save have a promotion on double sticker thingy, everyone bought things like crazy. they bought groceries like " THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALE " i had to queue for 45 MINS, just to purchase a loaf of bread. WHAT THE F*/H*. SO suay. Rain some more.... haix... drenched of course. Went home to bath b4 going out to meet them. On the way to bus stop, my slipper stuck in the middle of the road. EVEN worse.... sian..... When i reached lib, i was 3/4 wet.... A phrase in chinese call "WET CHICKEN IN THE SOAP" . haix suay la 2day..... Ming Yang and I studied Amaths while Gerald study physic... actually Ming yang and i not only study Amaths only, phy also. cuz we answered Gerald's doubts. by doing so, we also studied phy a little... END OF THE DAY>>> SUAY!!!!!!!!!!!!


Thursday, June 12, 2008
11:42 AM

homework,homework......
haix. unable to finish them.. so many to do...
i so far manage to ciong finish chem homework nia...
maths.... so many to do. i ned help in my homework. serious... haix...
-_-". Pain... so pain..


Tuesday, June 10, 2008
2day event.
5:52 PM

Well today nothing much happen. early half of the day i was playing warcraft and runescape. my main computer's internet was down so i could not do anything much, thus i play warcraft 3 singer player. i replayed human campaign all over again with the diffculty hard. then when i played runescape, i earned 40k in 2 hrs by mining. i donated 40k to pple. 30k for dinish's armour and 10k for his food. its ok for me to give pple money. haix. runescape.... the feel so hard to describe it... when playing for the 1st 2hrs, is was fun. but after tat i felt tired and bored. runescape is such a werid game. the current system... no words to comment on it, thus i stop at 3 pm and let my sis play my laptop.then at 5.30, i suddenly have the feel of playing rs again. i decided to post comments 1st before playing rs... then Ming Yang trying to act as a "god". he wanted to be the top 5 in sec 5/1. with his vision of becoming top 5, i decided to try to become top 5 in also. i hope we can become one of the top 5s together. he ask me teach him a maths. i accepted his invitation. then his mind go crazy and say a date... -_-" lame rite.. i refused him and of course say he siao..
i also reply tat i would rather date a girl then him. then he ask me to date the school aunty mary.... i think he is rather desperate to date aunty mary, otherwise would he suggest me to date her? i will 100% vomit blood, this Ming yang could say vomit is good...... when i saw his reply i wanna cry and laugh at the same time....
THE ONLY TAT COULD COME TO MY MIND IS... MING YANG IS DEPERATE AND HORNY. otherwise he would not suggest tat idea to me...... i feel sooo sry for him... haix...


Sunday, June 8, 2008
videos....
12:40 AM

here are the funny videos


























Thursday, June 5, 2008
My Favourite Poem (Loveless)
11:35 PM

-When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end.
The goddess descends from the sky.
-Wings of light and dark spread afar.
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting.
-Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess.
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
-Ripples form on the water’s surface.
The wandering soul knows no rest.
-The gift of the goddess is what the three men seek.
But their fates are scattered by war
-One becomes a hero, one wanders the land.
And the last is taken prisoner
-But the three are still bound by a solemn oath.
To seek the answer together, once again
-There is no hate, only joy.
For you are beloved by the goddess.
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds
-Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul.
Pride is lostWings stripped away, the end is high
-Though the prisoner escapes, he is gravely wounded.
His life is saved, however.
By a woman of the opposing nation
-He begins a life of seclusion with her.
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss
-But as happiness grows, so does guilt.
Of not fulfilling the oath to his friends
-My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
-All that awaits you is a somber morrow.
No matter where the winds may blow
-My friend, your desire.
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
-As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction.
The prisoner departs with his newfound love.
And embarks on a new journey
-He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss.
And the oath that he swore to his friends
-Though no oath is shared between the lovers.
In their hearts they know they will meet again
-My friend, the fates are cruel.
There are no dreams, no honor remains.
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
-My soul, corrupted by vengeance.
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
-In my own salvation.
And your eternal slumber
-Legend shall speak.
Of sacrifice at world’s end
-The wind sails over the water’s surface.
Quietly, but surely
-Even if the morrow is barren of promises.
Nothing shall forestall my return
-To become the dew that quenches the land.
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
-I offer thee this silent sacrifice


Testing for 1st posting.
11:22 PM

Hehe 1st time making blog still not very familar with the blog yet.... blog soo diff from normal website code.. so werid sia..


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